Thursday, 2 February 2012
15:30
Fuck that shit. One more blog. Whatever. Nothing more I would want to say here.
As we can see, I have absolutely no life lately and have nothing more to do but blogging. I already got like 10 new followers on tumblr and my daily blogspot views a day hit 80. Rarely.. but still. Obviously I'm happy about that but that's the problem. I'm only happy about that. I fucking really need to socialize but at the same time it's so lovely to lay whole day on bed and blog shit and reblog shit and... I don't even talk to people. These so called holidays caused by low temperature made things even worse. Well, there was one day when I went outside, but this too was because I needed to buy cigarettes and asked a friend to come with me but we couldn't get cigs by ourselves so she called to another friend and so we chilled a little. I didn't even enjoy, as I understood by the end. I don't get it, the fuck is happening to me? I don't want to go out, don't want to be close to friends, don't even want to see them. I bet it's cause most of them are some fucking stupid ass bitches but whatever. I'll try to turn my thoughts positive now.
I think it would be better for everyone if I made this blog private, so I can have a bitch-talk by myself and just post feelings (if I'm ever able to understand them) and for sure I'll be discussing my own opinions about life (cuz i don't really seem to have them but I'll try to figure something out).
This post is getting too emo so I'll just put some pictures (which ones are emo as well but at least the bullshit will stop flowing out of my head... (sometimes I feel like I can just stop thinking about stuffs and in some point it creeps me out but in the other point it's so amazing cuz I can simply leave myself at rest)).
Couldn't find pictures.
PS. I don't even give a fuck about how bad my english is cuz this blog is just for me and as long as I understand what I'm writing, it's alright.
